"whats up, grumpy face?"

No really, whats up?
Where did your spark go?
You're frowning, thinking I'm sure, but I have to ask, why are you spending your time reliving and rewording the same situations over and over? Will it really make that much of a difference? The moment is gone, so do your self a favor and just move on. Do I have to spell it out? No. I don't do I? Don't look so uncomfortable, its ok, I know what you're thinking, and yes you are right. Let me quote you for a second, "how can I expect to love when I don't even meet with the one who first called it into being?"...have you even thought about acting on your own words? So why not try doing it for, just once. The stupid thing is, you and I both know its what you crave. The stupid thing is, you and I both know you know what is good for you and what isn't. Remind me for a sec, what was the reason you choose what makes you feel worse again? I can't remember, maybe its because I thought it was stupid in the first place. No offence my friend...no I take that back, I know it hurts, but don't you see what you're doing actually hurts you more? Come on mate, wake up, get a grip. You know what to do now, don't you? So go for it! What are you expecting? I told you so's ? He doesn't do that, you've known him long enough to know that.
So why not, what exactly is stopping you? What do you have right now that you actually care about losing?

He does love you. I know you know that, and I know you've told others that tons of times, but you really need to know it, believe it and live in it. Ok? Sleep now, have a good day at work tomorrow.