Wednesday, 22 April 2009

The Little Tree

Up at the top of Yosemite Park

Where the mountains are stony and bare

There lives a small tree with a story to tell

As its branches reach into the air…

I had been climbing all day with my friend, Paul. We wanted to take in the enormously stunning grandeur of Yosemite’s glacier carved park; its waterfalls careening down into the valley and tall, granite peaks stretching out past a horizon of clear, blue sky. We had climbed all day, quite small on the little trail that took us up to the top of Nevada Falls, our bodies aching from the grueling ascent, comforted only by the thought of the awesome views we would soon get to see.

When we got to the top it wasn’t grandeur, or majesty, or beauty that caught my eye. Those things were there, of course, but the thing I noticed most was a little tree growing straight out of the solid granite, right at the top of the falls. It seemed out of place, this scrawny little tree with its branches all spindly and lean. There were other trees in the area that were bigger, stronger or more beautiful, having found deep soil and lots of water to nourish their roots. Some trees had even found large cracks in the rock, where they would have a place right alongside other trees. But this little tree was all by itself, completely different from all the glorious beauty surrounding it, quite content to be a little tree right where it was. What was even more amazing was that compared with all the other trees its branches were the most pinecone-laden, puny limbs that I had ever seen in my life.

So I said, “little tree, what are you doin’?! You’re pinecones aren’t gonna do squat here on this solid rock! Those seeds will never find a place to grow. You might as well just give up.”

The little tree didn’t say anything back. It just stood there quietly, happily displaying hundreds and hundreds of pinecones ready to fall. I stared at it for a few more seconds, wondering how this tree was even alive in the first place, when an idea popped into my head.

“You know, that tree doesn’t know any better,” I thought. “It’s just a little tree, doing what it was made to do; producing pinecones. It doesn’t care where it is or what might happen. It’s being the best little tree it possibly can, even in a strange and unlikely place.”

Before long, another idea popped into my head. “Who knows, maybe one of those pinecones will get blown off the cliff to find some soil in the valley below. Or maybe it will rain and wash some of those pinecones into the waterfall where they’ll be carried downstream to a rich and fertile shore far away. Maybe there’s already a bunch of trees right now stretching their branches toward the sky, growing into bigger and stronger trees than the little tree that produced them in the first place. Who knows how important that little tree could be?”

I didn’t stay there forever, and the tree didn’t say anything cute or clever. It didn’t turn into a magical elf, or fairy, or genie that could grant me three wishes. It just sat there, slowly growing pinecones as I explored the rest of the mountaintop, taking in all the views. When I finally left I had pictures, just like everyone else, of huge mountains, cascading waterfalls and beautiful meadows to remind me of Yosemite National Park. But the biggest wonder of all, the most powerful picture I’ll take, is the memory of a little tree, in an unlikely place, producing lots and lots of pinecones.

Thursday, 16 April 2009

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Wednesday, 15 April 2009

No idea

I was round a friend's house last night. I arrive half way though reading a bedtime story, apart from feeling rather honored to be able to sit in, something happened that really got me thinking.

The book had been put away and mother and child were praying before lights out. I won't try to repeat the full conversation, but I heard: "...and thankyou Father christmas for...".

The child was told that Father Christmas was different and we didn't pray for father christmas.
But it struck me, granny or grandpa gives us things, so we say thankyou. Mummy or Daddy gives us things, so we say thankyou. Father Christmas gives us things, but we don't say thankyou. God gives us things that we (aged 4) can't really grasp, but we say thankyou for that...even though we're not entirely sure what it is we're thankful for.

How do you do that parents? How do you explain to a child (your child) what God has done when in fact, the concept of Grace or God providing isn't really something they will wrestle with for maybe another 10 years?

Father Christmas gives actual physical gifts, God, it seems, does not.

Answers on a post card.

Tuesday, 7 April 2009

I didn't lie

Connecting to server...
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: hey
Stranger: hi strangerrrrrrr
Stranger: :)
Stranger: a/s/l?
You: 24/m/uk
You: u?
Stranger: 17/f/Canada
Stranger: i live in the country of the cold and boring
Stranger: X(
You: which part?
Stranger: Ontario
Stranger: not gonna be too specific. there are a lot of creepers on this site!
Stranger: ask a question. any question. im THAT bored.
You: No worries
You: I know what you mean
Stranger: so ask one!
You: Tell me something unique about you?
Stranger: ummm
Stranger: haha that's a surprisingly hard one
You: yeah
Stranger: you first then. answer ur own question
You: someone asked me the same one the other day
Stranger: waddid u say?
You: um, I shared a holiday story
Stranger: okayyyyyy
Stranger: how is that something unique about you?
You: but then she said she couldn't beat it so
You: you go first
Stranger: no u have to tell me the holiday story!
You: ha
You: now I've hyped it up too much
Stranger: yep, u have
Stranger: now i need to know !
You: My family and I went on holiday to indonesia to visit my brother who was working out there
You: when we arrived we found out his girlfriend was married
You: (news to him too
You: )
You: because of this we were followed
You: he house was broken into
Stranger: waaaa?
You: and he had death threats
You: we then went on the run
You: (I kid you not)
You: while trying to hide out in the country side
You: we went to a monkey sanctuary
Stranger: go on
You: where my brother got bitten by a monkey
Stranger: okay you are making this up.
You: no seriously
Stranger: ???????
You: it was soo funny
Stranger: well that sounds scary!
You: it was like the first holiday we EVER went on as a family
Stranger: and now my "unique" thing seems shitty
You: back in 2003
You: see
You: I told you
You: I'm sorry
Stranger: haha sokay
Stranger: it's not ur fault ur family story is INSANE
You: I didn't actually tell you the bit I was going to
You: I just remembered the other stuff
Stranger: i was just gonna say that i've died my hair 7 different colors :(
Stranger: that sounds so dull now.
You: My brother and I rode on top of a train
Stranger: plus it's just brown now. so it's a boring color currently.
Stranger: and why?
You: that was freakin awesome
Stranger: why would u ride on top of a train???
You: because we could
Stranger: now im sure u made this up. no offence
You: ok
You: let me see if I can find some pictures
You: online
You: No offence taken by the way
You: it's the most stupid thing I have ever had to say, I wouldn't believe me if I was you
You: but I kid you nit
You: *not
You: it actually happened
You: I'm Dave by the way
Stranger: im liz
Stranger: hi dave lmao
Stranger: seriously, sorry, but that is a bit of a difficult thing to believe without proof
You: yeah, i see that
You: oh wait
You: I have more
You: (by the way, my mum refuses to ever go on a family holiday ever again)
You: the was a earth quake while we were in bali
You: like a small one
Stranger: okay. now im done believing.
You: but still
Stranger: completely.
You: dang
You: it's the funniest thing
Stranger: im sorry but it's just too weird!
You: i KNOW!
You: ok ok
You: still loooking for pics
Stranger: sorry!
You: :D
Stranger: now there's NOTHING i can say about me without sounding boring.
Stranger: thanks alot.
Stranger: >:(
You: we were just in the wrong place at the wrong time
You: (more than once)
You: lol
You: you know what, I really want to get some evidence for you now
Stranger: meh.
Stranger: sorry. im not gonna wait around forever
Stranger: for u to find evidence
Stranger: of an insane story!
You: hmm
You: ok
You: did you have a good day?
Stranger: sorry. for the billionth time!
Stranger: and no i didn't
Stranger: i got the flu
You: (i'll keep looking in the mean time)
Stranger: AND i had so much overdue work to do
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

nerg

seems pointless to do 8 weeks of watching training videos about how to "craft a service", give loads of feed back and think you're all making progress, then spend an evening doing the complete opposite of what you discuss.
stupid waste of time.